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Post by jackson on Jan 13, 2013 10:57:11 GMT -5
Hey guys, I've got some unfortunate news. As some of you know, I have a lot of serious health issues. As of late I've especially been having problems with my stomach. It's been going on for a few months and in November/December started getting really bad. I'm nauseous all the time and am lucky if I don't throw up once a day.
Good news is I'm finally seeing a doctor. Bad news is the doc wants to run so many tests it's making my head spin. She thinks I might be getting abdominal migraines (yea, didn't know it was a real thing till I met her either) but it's a diagnosis of exclusion. Thus, I need to get more blood taken (forth time in less than a month), have an endoscopy done, and get a CT. On top of that I get allergy shots twice a week, have a couple other appointments, and basically, I might as well just move into a doctor's office with the amount of time I've been spending there as of late.
It's exhausting both mentally and physically to the point that when I get home I just don't want to get on the computer. Or, if I do, it's to play stupid games or watching mindless shows that help relax me. I've got no energy, little muse, and on the days I'm battling the worst waves of nausea all my attention is spent on trying not to throw up (which honestly usually happens regardless x.x).
So here's the deal. For the time being I'm stepping back from a lot of my rp sites. I just can't keep up and I'm getting so far behind that the stress really isn't helping my condition. Stress and anxiety kinda sorta make nausea worse, and with all the pressure coming from my family I can't handle online pressure as well. Roleplaying is supposed to be fun and relaxing, but lately it's feeling more like a chore because I just can't keep up. Once I know what's going on with me for sure, I will hopefully be able to come back. Sadly, it probably won't be for a couple months.
March is my goal. Come March I should be done with all the procedures and hopefully have an actual diagnosis. Once I'm being treated properly and am finally starting to feel better, I'm hoping I'll be able to come back full swing. Until then, I'll pop into the cbox on occasion and keep you guys updated with what's going on with me. I'm afraid I won't be posting much (if at all) though. u.u
TL;DR: 'Nali is really really sick and taking a break from roleplaying until March.
I love you all very much and I miss you already. <3 To those of you in active threads with me, I'm sorry for ditching them but I'm not really sure I'm going to be able to finish them. I'm probably going to let most of my characters go and reevaluate once I'm able to come back. I wish you all the best of luck!
Sincerely,
~'Nali [Jackson David Monroe]
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